I awoke to a pounding headache, the harsh glare of the yellow bulb stabbing into my eyes. I grimaced and squeezed my eyes shut, seeking refuge from the relentless brightness.
I didn’t recall ever having a yellow bulb in my room. Turning over, I buried my face into the pillow, trying to escape the pain.
My head throbbed intensely, as though a hammer were relentlessly pounding against it.
I heard the soft click of a switch and lifted my eyes slightly from the pillow, noticing that the light had been turned off.
“My head hurts”........I murmured, turning around to see Sandra standing beside the bed.
She stood still, her eyes narrowing into sharp, disapproving slits as she stared at me, lips pressed into a taut line that barely concealed her simmering frustration, her entire expression silently demanding an explanation I likely couldn't give.
In her outstretched hand, a cold bottle of water and two aspirin tablets awaited me.
“Why won’t it hurt? Idiot”........she cursed, handing over the water and drug to me, and left.
I took the water and pills from her, swallowing them quickly. Then, I drank deeply from the bottle once more before handing it back. She accepted it silently and turned to head back to the kitchen without a word.
I still had my trousers and socks on, but my belt, shirt, and undershirt were nowhere to be found. I racked my brain, unable to remember what had happened or how I had ended up in Sandra’s house.
The only thing I could recall was sitting in a bar with a girl. Her face and name were a blur, assuming she even told me. I got up from the bed and made my way to the kitchen.
“Go back to bed, food will soon be ready”........sandra retorted, when she heard my footstep coming towards the kitchen.
“How did I manage to get here?”........I asked inquisitively.
“You can’t remember right?”........she asked sarcastically.
“No I can't”.......I replied, picking a slice of plantain from the sieve.
“Then forget about it,” she said coldly.
I moved quietly and wrapped my arms around her from behind before she had a chance to turn around.
“Tell me now, why you dey vex for me? Okay, I apologize for drinking too much.
Just tell me what happened”.........I pleaded.
“First of all go and wash your mouth, your breath could kill an infant......Check for a brush on the drawer below my dressing table”.........she sneered.
I was already aware of my bad breath from the alcohol I’d consumed, but hearing her mention it made it hit home. Without a word, I left the kitchen quietly and headed to the room to grab my toothbrush.
I grabbed my toothbrush and made my way to the bathroom. After brushing my teeth, I decided to take a shower before stepping out. To my surprise, I realized I hadn’t even thought to ask about my phone since waking up.
“Do you know where I kept my phone?”........I politely asked Sandra.
“Check it inside that bag on the dressing table”........she replied from the kitchen.
I reached into the bag, pulled out my phone, and turned it on. As soon as it powered up, I was greeted with three text messages and several WhatsApp notifications.
I opened the messages and saw that two were from Evelyn and one from Mirabel.
Instantly, the memories of the previous day began flooding back to me.
“Are you still coming around? I’m waiting”
“Your number is switched off, call me when you get this message?”.......These were the two messages from Evelyn.
“I’m sorry about this morning, the way I reacted and the way I left. I know I owe you some explanations and I promise to tell you everything when we see. I loved you Pascal, and still do”........this was the message from Mirabel.
I exited the messages and opened my call log. Sandra’s number was the last one I had dialed. How was that possible? I couldn’t recall calling her, let alone what we might have talked about.
I looked into the call details and noticed that the call had lasted exactly one minute and thirty-five seconds.
I went through my WhatsApp messages, responding to the ones I could. There were also a few messages from Evelyn, along with some from Charlotte.
I was just about to plug in my phone to charge when a call from Charlotte came through.
Letting out a long sigh of frustration, I declined the call and powered off the phone.
I lay on the bed, flipping through a magazine, my thoughts drifting between Mirabel and Evelyn, when Sandra brought in the food.
I hadn't paid any attention to Sandra's outfit until now. She was dressed in a loose fitting pink polo shirt with a Playboy Bunny logo written on the front.
As she walked, her chest shifted slightly, her nîpples faintly visible through the fabric. I couldn't help but compliment her provocative look.
“You look really glamorous in this top you are wearing”.........I complimented, smiling broadly.
“Abeg come down from the bed let’s eat, ashawo Kobo kobo”.......she sneered, placing the tray of food on the floor.
“I Thought I’ve apologized, why are you still angry with me na?”........I asked with a playful manner, but she ignored me.
I carried the conversation entirely as we ate, but she refused to answer any of my questions without adding a sarcastic comment or an insult. Eventually, I gave up and let the rest of the meal pass in silence.
After tidying up the dishes, I settled back on the bed as she made her way to the bathroom. The sound of the shower turning on stirred lingering images from the last time in my mind.
I considered stripping down and heading to the bathroom to join her, but given her current mood, she might just tear into me literally.
I decided to maintain my composure and settled back on the bed. Fifteen minutes later, she emerged from the bathroom, completely naked.
“See deliberate temptation, must you always walk out from the bathroom like this?”........I asked sarcastically.
“Must you look at me when I step out? What business of yours is it? Yeye person”.........she retorted.
I let out a heavy sigh of surrender and forced my focus away from her body, redirecting it to the magazine in my hands.
After slipping on some lingerie, she pulled a chair close to the bed. She stared at me for what felt like an eternity before clearing her throat and beginning to speak.
“Pascal what is wrong with you?”........she inquired.
“Nothing, I’m fine”........I replied confidently, sitting up on the bed.
“If you take a look at yourself in the mirror, You look like something dragged in by a truck. What is the problem? I was so fûcking ashamed when I met you at the bar yesterday”
“Thanks to that kind hearted lady who saved you, or else you would have embarrassed yourself beyond words.......This isn’t the person I know you to be. Now, I want you to open up to me, not as a stranger, but as someone who cares deeply for you, as a sister, as a friend. What’s going on?”
“What drove you to drink so heavily? Honestly, if not for a bit of restraint, I would have already called your mum. Do you understand the gravity of this? For goodness sake this is your final year. Do you think you can graduate if you keep this up? I need answers, and I need them now, or I’m calling your mum right this moment”.......she finished firmly, leaving no room for argument.
“You don’t have to call my mom.......What happened yesterday was a mistake. Yesterday was just one of those days one has to do what he doesn’t do on a normal day to get some things off his mind. I’m sorry you met me in that state, it won’t happen again ok?”..........I was coerced.
“That is not what I want to hear from you Pascal.........Tell me what pushed you that far?”..........she asked, slightly raising her voice.
“Sandra its a little bit complicated, Let’s just leave it”.........I said coldly.
“No, we aren't leaving it. Let’s get it uncomplicated right now”........she yelled.
“Okay, but before then, tell me what happened yesterday and how I got here”.........I demanded curtly.
“You called me around 6pm yesterday to come to that bar. I was in town where I went to pick a delivery so I decided to drive straight to the bar. When I got there, a lady saw me looking around and signaled to me”
“She asked if I’m Sandra. It was when she was talking to me that I saw you with a face cap relaxed back on the seat sleeping. If I didn’t know you I wouldn’t have recognized you......you were in a bad shape”
“Together, the lady and I guided you to my car before she left. I was so embarrassed seeing you in that condition. I drove you back here because taking you to your house would have been very difficult”
“What were you thinking? Believe me, if it wasn’t for that lady, you would have been ransacked there. Why would you do such a thing?”.........she concluded with a trembling voice, as a result of the tears threatening to fall off her eyes.
After listening to her recount everything, guilt and shame weighed heavily on me.
For half an hour, an oppressive silence hung between Sandra and me until I finally managed to speak.
“Do you know the lady, or did she leave her contact with you?”........I asked.
“No, but that is her cap”.......she said, pointing to a cap on the table which I didn’t even notice all those while.
“She said she will collect it from you if you guys ever meet again. Now that I have told you how you got here, can you now tell me what happened?”..........she demanded.
“I’m very sorry. I feel so ashamed of myself right now”.........I said soberly.
“There will be time for self-pity, certainly not now, spill it up”.......she retorted.
“Yesterday was just a bad day for me. I don’t know how to explain it to you”........I muttered.
“Explain it anyhow, I will understand”.........she assured me.
“Ok. There is this girl I had something with when I was in first year………..”
I began explaining to Sandra what had driven me to get drunk, but I deliberately left out the part about attending a birthday party and sleeping with Charlotte.
After I finished recounting the entire story, she let out a sigh and began pacing back and forth across the room.
“So this is why you had to drink yourself to stupor yesterday? Fine tell me, have you figured out a solution to your so-called problem? Since the only succor you felt you could run to was drinking, have you thought out anything?”.......She asked apprehensively.
“I’m sorry”........I muttered, feeling much embarrassed.
After pacing back and forth for a while, she eventually sat down on the bed beside me.
She looked at me intently for a moment before finally speaking.
“Pascal, I understand how you're feeling. But if you turn to drinking over small problems, how will you handle bigger challenges? Besides, this isn’t a real issue. You should have come to me instead of letting it come to this”........She muttered, showing concern.
“I’m deeply sorry, it won't happen again”........I said remorsefully.
“This is what I think you should do Pascal......You need to take a break from all these girls. You need a time out to think. I know so many things are going through your mind now but enough is enough. You need a break”
“Keep in mind that your education is a priority, and no one will care for excuses if you fail to achieve good grades. This is the moment to decide what you truly want.
Whatever choice you make, remember that your academics come first, they’re the most important thing. Everything else is secondary and, for now, less significant.
Choose wisely”.........she advised.
I felt somewhat relieved after our conversation, though my mind was still racing with lingering thoughts. I still needed to uncover what had happened between Mirabel and Evelyn during our first year.
I spent the entire day with Sandra and left in the evening. She offered to give me a ride, but I politely declined and headed straight home.
As Sandra suggested, I needed time to think. I spent most of the night deep in thought, and by morning, I had already decided on my course of action.
To Be Continued.........










